The Grove is full of magic, light and wonder, but there are layers upon layers of Shadows too. Some are mysterious and beautiful in their own way, some conceal hidden dangers, and some are just damned annoying! We can shine a light into the Shadows, or approach them on their terms with curiosity and an open, intelligent mind. Some we may wish to keep a watch on, and leave them be, and for some the best option may be to tackle the situation and move things around until the area is bathed in sunlight. Sometimes it is wise to find a guide or a helping hand. However you decide to manage the Shadows of the Grove, bear in mind that it rarely helps to pretend they aren’t there.

There was no blog post last week. Our home is still standing; aliens did not invade, nor did we get invited to tea with the Faery Queen and miss a week. Steampixie didn’t turn into a dinosaur and crush our computers (as fun as that might have been.. hmmm..). I can’t blame anyone, except myself.
If there is one thing that I can point to as being the biggest struggle so far on our journey, it is the battle against uncertainty, hesitation, self-doubt and choking anxiety, and the creeping paralysis that can steal over a person and throttle them on the eve of their success.
Far too often, our own worst enemy is ourselves. It would be lovely to think that we pop out of bed every morning, grab a healthy bowl of oatmeal, and immerse ourselves into a world of creativity and industry, complete with musical soundtrack and spontaneous moments of choreographed dance, but those scenes are reserved for a different sort of Fae – Santa’s Workshop, maybe. Our scenes more often involve getting pixie-dust in the coffee, trying to make sure the cat doesn’t sit on the wet paint, and bribing a wee 5 year old pixie with a tithe of cheaper craft supplies to keep our materials safe.
And that’s ok.
We all have our ways of fighting our internal nemesis. For myself, I remind myself that we are just starting on this, and look back at how far I have come. I hold tightly to the “why”. I try and be patient with myself and forgive the mistakes so that I can learn and move forward, because otherwise I will dwell there forever. If I’m going in circles, I try to go at my problems from another angle.
Above all, I remind myself that we can never fail so long as we never quit.




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